Wednesday, May 26, 2010

American Idol 9 - Top 2

I don't have a lot of time to write today, so I will give brief comments on the performances from last night and make the all important prediction on who will win season nine of American Idol. For me and a lot of America, I felt Crystal performed the best. She picked the better of the two contestants' choice songs in "Me and Bobby McGee," which she absolutely nailed the first time out and did another masterful job with again. I guess I'm not all that thrilled when the contestants have to perform a song they've already done earlier in the season because you're not getting that same "moment" you first did, no matter how great the performance was. Nonetheless, Crystal's choice was much more energetic, fun, and it was right in her wheelhouse. Don't get me wrong, I love "The Boxer," but I felt Lee could've picked something a bit more upbeat for such an important night. He's had good performances recently and the momentum going his way, I'm sure he could've reprized something from then with a little more flair.

As for the producer's choice songs, I actually liked Lee's song better than Crystal's. Lee was pitchy in spots - I think he was quite nervous for being in such a huge venue. And I was a bit worried for him when the song started because the judges were harping on him for his first song choice and "Everybody Hurts" started out similar (even though he didn't pick this one). However, the tempo picked up and he used his rock growl to really make it great to listen to. As for Crystal and "Black Velvet," I'm just not a fan of that song. She did pretty decent with it and made a few changes to make it her own. But she struggled hitting the high notes and sounded strained at times. I think the moving around on the stage threw her off a bit. However, it wasn't her worst performance.

And last but not least, the winner's song which in the past was an original composition about magic rainbows or moving mountains, etc, etc. I actually miss the trainwreck that were those kinds of songs. Anyways, Crystal picked the far superior cover song. Does it sound good on today's contemporary radio? Probably not. But she was really in the moment with that song. I thought she was about to get emotional towards the end but remained strong. She was absolutely superb and last night was definitely for her. As for Lee, I felt the song was too big for him. It just didn't seem to fit his style and the music tended to drown him out. At least when he records songs in the studio, he sounds great no matter what the song. And if he wins, I think he'll sound great with this song.

MY PREDICTION: Now, who should win this season of American Idol? Crystal Bowersox should. She's been the most consistent performer on this competition since day one. And she performed the best last night. She's got a unique style and performs in a way that you don't really see in today's contemporary world. However, I don't feel she connects with America enough, particularly with the younger generation. So, with that being said ... who will win this season of American Idol? Lee Dewyze. He's improved week after week since the beginning and has gained incredible momentum to grasp the title. He still goes off pitch from time to time, but I think he will continue to become more and more comfortable singing in front of large audiences - the summer tour will do him well. And Lee is a genuinely nice guy who seems humbled by the whole American Idol experience. That, and he's got a huge fan base who I'm sure voted like crazy last night. Even though I would've like to seen a woman win this year in this heavily touted "the season of the women," and we're getting another guitar playing male for a winner, I think Lee is going to make a fine American Idol and he fits more into today's contemporary mold.

So that's it, American Idol is officially over for the season! Simon Cowell leaves after tonight and who knows who'll be judging next year. There's a rumor that the whole panel might be overhauled. I am hoping to write a recap of the finale in a few days after everything has sunk in, so be sure to check for that. Enjoy tonight's two-hour finale if you can!

Monday, May 24, 2010

The Heat Is On!

The Upper Peninsula is in the midst of its first real warm spell of the spring/summer season. We've notched two record highs for the previous two days and the night time lows have barely dipped below 70 degrees. This is a warm, sticky airmass we're not used to up here, but it's something we deal with on occasion. It's probably a bit more rough right now because we're not totally used to the heat yet, since we've just gotten over the winter season. As for myself, I don't find myself completely miserable yet. Being at work does take its toll as it's in the low 90's inside the plant - so you really have to pace yourself if you're doing a strenuous job. And then once I'm at home, all I have to do is turn the central air conditioning on. It was one of many pros when I decided to buy this home last year.

I remember when I lived in one particular apartment complex about five years back in the city of Marquette. The rent ended up being pretty reasonable for the city - and I could understand why! The apartment was actually a duplex, comprised of an old home built in the early 1900's. I lived in the upstairs of the house, which ended up being a one bedroom apartment for myself. The way the house was split up, the tenants downstairs also occupied space upstairs. But I had no access to their space as all the doorways between the complexes were sealed off. As I mentioned, it was an older home. The plumbing wasn't all that modern (modern enough in that I didn't have to use an outhouse!), the kitchen was pretty dated, and the floors creaked quite loudly. Also, the house didn't appear to be well insulated because in the summer time during a heat wave, it got downright hot in the upstairs. The temperature was easily in the middle 90's up there, if not hotter. During one heatwave in particular, I just could not handle living in such miserable conditions, so I went out and bought an air conditioner. It was a small window unit - but it didn't seem to be doing much good. I installed it in one of the small porch windows and tried directing the air into the rest of the apartment with a fan. Well, it still didn't help much. Thankfully my parents ended up stopping over and my dad helped me install the unit in my bedroom window. Wow, did it make a difference! I was pretty happy after that, at least I could sleep comfortably the next night. It was one of many reasons why I only spent 11 months in that one particular apartment.

It appears the heat will last for at least another day here in the U.P. before gradually subsiding after that. One thing we really could use is some rain and it still does not appear like we'll be seeing a whole lot of moisture from the incoming cold front. What we really could use it a good two to three days of soaking rains. We really have not picked up any decent rainfall since the snow melted in March. I'm concerned we'll get a dandy of a wildfire somewhere in the U.P. yet this spring. The grasses are starting to dry up already - so that's a clear sign we're in need of some rain. Hopefully sooner rather than later. Mother nature has a way of turning things around eventually. Let's just hope we won't be needing an ark by the time fall comes around!

Sunday, May 23, 2010

Blog Re-Branding Starts June 1

After much contemplation, the re-branding of Luke's Ponderings will begin on Tuesday, June 1, 2010. The re-branding, which was discussed earlier in the month, will feature a specific topic-oriented blog for each work week. Here's the breakdown of what you will see here for each day of the week:

Monday's will be U.P. Mondays in which I will discuss a topic relating to the Upper Peninsula. Believe me, I've only scratched the surface when it comes to discussing the U.P. on Luke's Ponderings over the years. With this new format, you'll get to learn more about the U.P. even more. On Tuesday's, I'm simply calling it Luke's Tuesdays. It's a day devoted to topics from the past, present, and future in my life. So in general, you'll get to read more about me.

Wednesday's will simply be called Television Wednesdays. I think this topic is self-explanatory in that it'll deal with TV topics. Now, it could be about a specific show, an actor/actress, an episode, or a TV recap. Whatever it is, it'll be a specific TV topic. As for Thursdays, this will be a day set aside for another entertainment related topic. Thursday's are Music Thursdays (aren't these titles great?). So I will be discussing a music-related topic on this day. I'll be bringing back the Songs I Dig blog in full force, except this time around I may just talk about one or two songs of my liking instead of the five I used to discuss. Plus I'll bring up songs from the past that I still enjoy and talk about singers/bands that have dropped off the face of the earth and try to track them down.

Last but not least is Friday. This day will be called Random Topic Fridays because it could involve just about any topic I want it to be! Hey, I've got to have some freedom on Fridays after all, the weekend is just around the corner. So yeah, who knows what kind of topic I'll have on Fridays. Just know that it'll be something interesting.

Now as for the Idol recaps, those will fall under Television Wednesdays when the show returns in 2011. However, when there are two performance shows during the semi-finals, there will be more than one TV blog for that particular week. We'll just call it an extra for that week. Also, there will be times when I feel the need to address a topic immediately rather than waiting for that certain day of the week to arrive. It'll most likely involve a breaking news event of some sort. Whatever specific topic that was supposed to be discussed on that day will be pre-empted until the following week, just like in TV. And lastly, weekends. It'll be a blog-free period for me as I re-charge my batteries for a new week! That's not to say I won't always have free time for myself on weekends, just time away from the blog on those two days. But don't be surprised if I throw something special in during a weekend from time to time.

So I hope you are excited about the proposed changes to Luke's Ponderings. It'll be a bit of a challenge for me to see if I'm up to the task of writing a blog for at least 20 days per month, something I have yet to do! However, never say never, and to see if it comes true, check us out on June 1 as a new chapter begins here at Luke's Ponderings! See you then (as well as sooner, too)!

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

American Idol 9 - Top 3

Here we are again with another American Idol recap. It's really getting down to the wire now, with only three contestants left! I'm always amazed when we get to this point in the season because it always seems to go by so quick. And this year is no exception. Man, what are us Idol fanatics going to do once the show ends next week? Ah well, it's like this every year. At least the weather is nice enough outside now that we'll be able to spend it out there more than watching TV in the summer. At least that's my plans. Anyways, regarding last night's Idol performance episode. I think we all know how big of a disappointment season nine has been overall. Don't really need to emphasize it anymore than it already has been. So heading into Top 3 night, I wasn't all that enthusiastic about the night - not like in prior seasons. I think it's been pretty clear for awhile that we'll end up with a Crystal and Lee finale. The only way Casey has a slim chance is if the other two completely flounder with their songs and Casey absolutely nails his songs. Let's find out exactly what happened last night ...

CONTESTANTS' SONG CHOICES:

Casey James - "Okay It's Alright With Me" by Eric Hutchinson : Interesting song choice from Casey because it's pretty obscure and relatively unknown. This could either work in his favor or completely bomb. Did you notice he almost had a near disastrous moment when he forgot his guitar pick in his pocket and had to quickly fish it out before the song took off on him? Nice save there. My initial reaction to his performance was that it was just okay. I was definitely not jumping up and down about it as I listened to it. I kind of compare it to Lite FM music - nothing big or fancy, but easy listening. The song certainly didn't have a lot of range to it and Casey did fine with it vocally. But as I said, it's not a big, dynamic song and at this stage of the game, it needed to be a better song choice.

Crystal Bowersox - "Come to My Window" by Melissa Etheridge : When I first heard that Crystal picked this song to perform last night, I thought this could really be huge for her. It's a great song and you'd think it would fit her perfectly. Well, it kind of fell flat for me. I honestly don't think she did enough with the song to make it her own. The song kind of started rather awkwardly (after the harmonica solo) when it almost seemed like she was whispering. I'd agree with the judges comments about the arrangement being off because it was. Not as great of an arrangement as it could've been. And she was really straining on those high notes in the song, especially during the chorus of the song. So for me, it wasn't as great of a performance from Crystal as I was expecting.

Lee Dewyze - "Simple Man" by Lynyrd Skynyrd : Now Lee picked the best song for himself out of all of the contestants on the night. It suited his style and you could tell he had a great time with it. I can't say I'm all that familiar with the original but it sounds as if Lee made it current and it could be a hit on today's radio. He is really beginning to own the stage now, as his confidence is there and he realizes he belongs there. I really think that visit home within the week did him some good. It goes to show what kind of impact he is having to those people watching at home. When you look back on the show in previous years and the kind of performances the contestants have at this stage of the game - this is the kind of performance Lee needed to have and he did exactly right by it.

JUDGES' SONG CHOICES:

Casey James - "Daughters" by John Mayer: Here we have the laugh-out-loud moment when Randy Jackson says "as Casey James leaves the show" when commenting why he and Kara chose the song for Casey. Nice, real nice Randy - as if Casey has no chance (well, he really doesn't). It was a real nice performance from Casey and it suited him quite well. He certainly didn't have a moment with it, as it's not one of those songs that'll wow a person. But he did a competent job with it, changed it up just enough to make it his own, and vocally it was quite good. I read or heard a comment during the week that Casey is probably the best guitarist that Idol has ever seen (contestant-wise) and we may not ever see someone that talented again, and that's true. He certainly knows how to wield out a guitar, that is for sure.

Crystal Bowersox - "Maybe I'm Amazed" by Paul McCartney : Coming into this performance from Crystal, I was wondering how'd she do with it and what she'd do to make it her own. She stepped out of her comfort zone a bit (even though we've seen her do that on occasion this season) by not playing her guitar and even performing from different spots on the Idol stage. I must say, this is the kind of performance that Crystal needed, especially on this night. I loved that she was able to show off the range in her voice. Wow, those high notes - who knew she could sing those? I really liked how she controlled the performance, from singing all out to dialing it back when it was appropriate. She is a true musician and is definitely deserving to be on that Idol stage next week in the finale.

Lee Dewyze - "Hallelujah" by Leonard Cohen : Oh my goodness, where do I begin. First off, the song choice by Simon. As we've seen earlier this season when Tim Urban performed it, it's one of those songs that can allow anyone to have a moment. As further proof, look at Jason Castro in season seven. It's got a great, haunting message to it and you can't go wrong with that. Secondly, the set-up by the Idol Powers-That-Be to bring in a choir and orchestra during the performance. An incredible effect but honestly, was it needed? Thirdly, Lee's vocal. It was awesome. He really excelled with the song and it suited him nicely. So taking that all into consideration, whether you want to call it over-pimping from the producers or what have you, I thought it was a nice moment for Lee. I actually got caught up into it all when I first watched it. But I can see why people would be turned off by all of the choreography going on within the performance. Lee's vocal shined on its own.

Top 3 Performance Rankings:
1.) Lee Dewyze
2.) Crystal Bowersox
3.) Casey James

Going Home: This really is a no-brainer this week, and after picking him to leave for awhile now, I honestly think I have a good shot at getting it right this week (whataya know!). Casey James' Idol journey ends tonight. Nice job on getting this far, Casey.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

American Idol 9 - Top 4

It's another week of American Idol performances and this week, the theme is "Songs from the Cinema." Now I did not get a chance to view the list of songs the contestants had the choice to pick from, but from what I understand, it was not a good listing of songs. The songs the contestants ended up picking from were probably the best of the whole lot! So that might give you some indication at what kind of a night last night turned out to be. Jamie Foxx returned as mentor (after mentoring last season) and did a pretty decent job with the contestants. Let's see how they ended up doing this week...

Lee Dewyze - "Kiss From a Rose" by Seal (from "Batman Forever") : So Lee chooses another song that's been overdone on the Idol stage, or at least that's my feeling. And from what I can recall, I don't think anyone has done a particularly great job with the song over the years, either. It's a tough song to perform with many dynamic changes in key. I thought he struggled with the song in places, particularly more in the beginning where he was off-pitch in spots and his falsetto wasn't that great. I do agree with Randy in that he didn't do enough with the song to make it his own. He's more suited to perform rock songs and this song just didn't feel right for Lee. However, I don't feel that with one off-night, he'll be voted off. He's developed enough of a following and has had stronger performances prior tonight that should keep him safe.

Michael Lynche - "Will You be There" by Michael Jackson (from "Free Willy") : Hmm, interesting song choice from Big Mike this week, although he probably didn't have a lot of other options. This is a tricky one for me, because I thought Michael performed the song quite well like he always does. But I think he was just let down by the song - it just didn't do him any justice. I almost thought we were watching a performance during Idol Gives Back again. It seems like a powerful song, with a gospel influence, yet it just fell short for me when Big Mike sang it. I wasn't used to hearing Mike sing in such a low octave like he did in the beginning of the song, but I didn't think it was so bad. It was the song that did a disservice to Michael this week.

Lee Dewyze & Crystal Bowersox - "Falling Slowly" by Glen Hansard & Marketa Irglova (from "Once") : When I first heard Lee and Crystal were going to perform this song, my initial reaction was of surprise. Honestly, why would they attempt to tackle a song that Kris Allen had such a moment with last season and really, helped make the song become relevant? However, they really made it their own as a duet. I would say that Crystal was the stronger of the duo, as Lee had a few pitchy moments here and there. Still, it was a fabulous duet and the two really worked great together. It was really nice to see Lee come back after a pretty bland performance prior. That being said, I hope we don't get to see this song performed by anyone else on the Idol stage for a very long time!

Casey James - "Mrs. Robinson" by Simon & Garfunkel (from "The Graduate") : First things first, I'd have to say how ridiculous is it for the judges to continue playing off this Kara and Casey crush incident that happened so long ago, just going off of Casey's song choice. I mean, when was the last time it was brought up; the semi-finals? And now it re-enters all thanks to this song. It's time to move on, judges. Anyways, as for Casey's performance, I thought it was okay. Certainly not spectacular, yet not terrible, either. It sits there in the middle for me, kind of where Casey has been all season except for a few notable performances where he was the best of the night. I think we've all seen the best of Casey and the kind of artist he's going to be already. I don't see anymore surprises coming from him regardless if he makes it another week.

Crystal Bowersox - "I'm Alright" by Kenny Loggins (from "Caddyshack") : I think most people out there are familiar with the original version from Kenny Loggins - it's definitely not one of the classics, yet it's a fun, upbeat song. I really don't know where it correlates to "Caddyshack" because I've never seen the movie! But it seems like it'd be a good fit for that particular film. As for Crystal's performance, I definitely believe she's back in the game after a couple of mediocre weeks. I liked how she began the performance with a soft start, and then really started rocking out. I think towards the end, however, she began sounding more sharp and a few of those higher end notes in her register weren't sounding that great. However, it was still the best of the night and it was great to see Crystal back in her element.

Casey James & Michael Lynche - "Have You Ever Really Loved a Woman" by Bryan Adams (from "Don Juan DeMarco") : When I first heard the duet pairings, I was kind of surprised. I thought the two front runners would be paired up with the other two contestants. However, I think both duets worked out very nicely. I was a bit worried for these two when I heard they'd be performing this song. After all, this Bryan Adams hit is another song that's been overdone on the show. I'd say Big Mike was the stronger of the pair as Casey had a few hiccups here and there. That being said, the overall performance was quite strong. Casey's guitar playing was outstanding, as usual and their harmonizing towards the end was spectacular. Both duets ended up being the best performances of the night!

Top 4 Performance Rankings:
1.) Crystal Bowersox
2.) Lee Dewyze
3.) Michael Lynche
4.) Casey James

Going home: Casey James appears to be the easy pick to go home tonight, and I think I'm going to go along with that. I think it's either between him and Michael Lynche and I still believe Big Mike has more momentum going his way more than Casey. Plus Casey has been in the bottom three/two more frequently lately than any other contestant. All of the contestants this week didn't have spectacular solo performances, yet they all contributed to some great duets. But after taking everything into consideration, I'll place my bets on Casey going home tonight.

Friday, May 07, 2010

Random Thoughts

So today's blog is going to deal with multiple topics - something I don't often do, but probably should. Especially when I'm having a hard time writing more than one paragraph on a particular subject! But I am going to try to worry less about writing a certain set number of paragraphs like I've been doing since starting up this little blog. So, on with today's blog!

A TASTE OF WINTER IN MAY
For those of you not following the weather today, the Upper Midwest is experiencing a bit of a wintry blast from Mother Nature. That just so happens to include the Upper Peninsula, where I live! Remember the last few Aprils (not this April, though) where I've complained about snowstorms then? Well I can't believe I'm having to compose part of a blog about the impending snowstorm in May this year! Just when you think you don't have to worry about hearing the "S" word or driving another day on snowy roads, here it is again! The good news is that it's not going to be like the snowstorm of May 9-10, 1990 where some parts of the U.P. picked up 20 inches of snow. The highlands of the central U.P. could pick up four to seven inches of snow during the storm, with lesser amounts near the lake shores. You have to remember that at this time of the year, it's very difficult for the snow to stick on the ground, especially considering how warm we've been this spring. Still, the snow is expected to fall overnight, and when the temperatures will be at their coolest during the night, snow will begin to stick on grassy surfaces and even the roads. It won't be a fun drive into work in the morning! But hopefully it's the final last gasp of winter for the U.P. I suppose we deserve it - winter did end rather abruptly for us this year.

AN INTERESTING SHOPPING TRIP
So yesterday evening, I ventured into town to do a bit of shopping for Mother's Day. Not knowing what the weather would be like today, I decided to get my shopping done yesterday. I went into one of my favorite stores to see what I could get for my mom. I always like to buy mom things that match the season for when that particular occasion is occurring. For example, Mother's Day is in the spring, so I shopped for some spring and summer themed gifts. Usually I buy my mom an outdoor flower arrangement, which I did. I bought this beautiful striped petunia pot at another store which has great outdoor gardening items. I also bought her some outdoor bird knick-knacks, because she's a wild bird enthusiast, just like myself. She's got quite a collection going, and some of the older birds in the collection are getting rather faded and old. In addition, I also bought her a bird wind chime. So, as I went to check out at the store, I swiped my debit card in the machine, made the final selections on the little keypad, and waited for my transaction to go through. The only thing is, it didn't! After the monitor said "approved," the machine froze. The cashier and I were waiting for the machine to finish processing, but it never did. So they had to reboot the system (which took an incredibly long time) and hope that they didn't have to re-ring all of my items through the check out again. Well, when the system finally came back up, my items were still on the screen, but I wasn't charged yet. So I had to re-swipe me debit card and this time the transaction went through. But that's something I never experienced before but I am sure its happened to others. The store manager was great, giving me a $5 gift card for my troubles (which I used the second time through). And I wasn't the least bit upset about having to wait, because I wasn't in a big rush to go anywhere. I was more amused than anything!

RANDOM IDOL NEWS
So I've heard a few interesting things the last few days when it comes to American Idol. First off, just like they did last year during the top four, the final four contestants will pair up with a fellow contestant and sing duets. Last season, Danny Gokey and Kris Allen were paired up, while Adam Lambert and Allison Iraheta sang a duet. It's a nice concept, however, I'd much prefer that all four contestants get an additional song to sing like they've done prior to season eight. Having that fourth judge on the panel takes away from each of the contestants getting to sing another song! Hopefully with Simon leaving the show after this season, the producers will return to a three-judge format like they've had prior to season eight. In fact while they're at it, they should get rid of Randy, Ellen, and Kara as well! A brand new panel for a new era of Idol. Maybe that'll give the show some new life and the ratings will come back. But in general, I think people are tired of the show. In addition, next week the Idol will be singing songs from the cinema (a theme they had last year) along with guest mentor Jamie Foxx (who also appeared as a mentor last season). Honestly, why all these recycled themes and why the emphasis on having mentors each and every week again? Where are the producers' priorities when it comes to the show? Where's Nigel Lythgow when you need him?

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

New Blog Strategy

Just a quick note to pass on to everyone regarding the future of "Luke's Ponderings." I believe I made a posting earlier in the year about possibly taking a hiatus from writing during the upcoming summer. I don't foresee that happening at this time because I am planning on developing a new strategy for the blog in the coming weeks. It's an aggressive plan for me, seeing as I have yet been able to write five blogs in one week. But that's exactly what I am proposing to do. The plan is to write five blogs in one week, each dealing with a particular theme. As of now, the themes are not set in stone, but I am bouncing a few of them around in my head.

During one day, I'll write a TV-themed blog. During American Idol season, it'll be the recap for that week's performance show. And in the fall of 2011 with the launch of the U.S. version of the X Factor, I'll likely blog about that. That, in addition to other reality TV programming I like and other topics regarding television. I am also going to set one day to talk about a particular Upper Peninsula topic. Even though the U.P. is small population-wise, this great land I live in has a lot to offer. Expect something different each week regarding the U.P. here at "Luke's Ponderings". In addition, I also plan to devote one day during the week to discussing something in my personal life. It could be a story about my past, something going on in the present, or something potentially about my future. And I know I'm not the most exciting personality born on this earth, but my life hasn't been a total bore, either. I still haven't decided on two other possible topics yet, but I'll reveal those at another time (one might have something to do with music).

So there you have it, my latest aggressive plan for a re-vamped "Luke's Ponderings". Obviously this year has been rather difficult for me in keeping the blog up, although I'd like to think I've done a fairly better job recently. And I am going to try to be less picky about having longer blogs because sometimes, shorter is better. As long as I have something interesting to say, that should be all that matters! So, you should be able to expect these changes to take place at some point in the very near future, possibly as soon as the end of this month! And I am also debating about whether or not to incorporate some video blogs into "Luke's Ponderings" as well. Let me just say, I'm not the most articulate speaker on the planet. So if I do indeed decide to start filming video blogs, it'll certainly be a challenge. Let's just say I'll leave it out there, but it's certainly not a done deal at this point. In any case, I am looking to expand my horizons and I hope everyone will be able to come along for the ride.

10 Year Class Reunion

So this year marks ten years since I graduated high school. Ten years seems like such a long time ago, but thinking back to my senior year, it doesn't seem like all that long ago. I remember people saying "oh, your senior year goes by so fast." They gave the advice to enjoy it while you can, because before you know it, you'll be a high school graduate. And you know, I tried to make the most of that senior year, however, I don't feel I was able to. Because like everybody said, it went by so incredibly fast! And then everybody moves in so many different directions, you lose track so quickly. If it wasn't for myspace or facebook, I wouldn't know where anyone is these days! Thank goodness for ever improving technology!

Seeing that 2010 marks the 10th anniversary of my graduation from high school, that means an all important reunion is in the works (at least I believe it's in the works). Several of my old classmates began making plans late last year to plan a reunion of some sort. For several years now, I've had mixed emotions about attending such a reunion. It's amazing how close we were as a class and now fast forward ten years - and I haven't seen a majority of my old classmates since I graduated in 2000! I don't know what they look like (aside from my Facebook friends), if their personalities have changed, and how they might treat me ten years later. Attending such a gathering would honestly make me feel uncomfortable because I am so totally self-conscious of myself. Today and even back then, I was so concerned about making a good impression to anyone I met and was friends with. I've always been the good guy yet so incredibly bashful it's embarrassing. I don't want anyone to think negatively of me and if I overhear someone talking about me in a negative light, I honestly become depressed and ashamed. How does this relate to attending a reunion? Well to me, it means a lot. I guess I'm concerned what my old classmates might think of me ten years later - they'll probably think the same if not a little bit worse of me. It's a big fear of mine.

I've gone back and forth through the years about whether or not I should attend the ten year class reunion this summer. Honestly, if I had a girlfriend or I was married right now, it'd probably be much easier for me to attend and gloat myself up. I mean sure, I have a decent paying job, a nice house, and a lot going for myself. But lets face it, we all live for the American Dream. The American Dream (which is becoming more and more old fashioned these days) consists of marrying someone of the opposite sex and raising a family. Right now, that's non-existent in my life and I don't foresee that changing anytime soon. I'm sure to most of you reading this blog, you probably think it's really no big deal to be single in this day and age. After all, 50% of marriages end in divorce. But to me, it is a big deal. And I'm sure I'm making a bigger deal of it than I should be. But it's a really significant detail that's holding back my perfect American Dream. I am just afraid of feeling so out of place at my class reunion, not being able to mingle with my old classmates, and being forced to leave early because I am so miserable. Most of my old classmates that are my friends on Facebook are married. You know they are going to bring their spouses with them (and maybe their kids, too). Who will I have to parade around there? Myself? I've never been much of a drinker. Maybe I can really bring out my wild side and make people think negatively of me then.

Alright, so maybe I am just being too darn negative about this whole ordeal. After all, how often do we get to see these people in our lives after we graduate from high school? Honestly, I am not close to any of my old classmates anymore (well, maybe one). But for me, the event this summer seems like it's just going to be a big waste of my time. I know I am going to continue going back and forth about attending this shin-dig. I will continue weighing the pros and cons about going to my ten year class reunion. It could be nice seeing those familiar faces aged ten years. Yet, it could also be bad seeing those faces. It could bring back bad memories for me (not that high school was all that terrible for me, just that it could've been better). However, some of them could look so terrible and in comparison, I could look like a male model. So yes, I'm still undecided about attending my class reunion. I'm sure it'll be a last minute decision (and if I do go, I'll have to change my summer vacations around because I'm scheduled to work that weekend). Don't get me wrong, I have plenty of wonderful high school memories that I hold onto. However, they are slowly beginning to fade and after ten years, I've definitely moved on from those times. If I don't attend the reunion, I'm sure I won't be missed.

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

American Idol 9 - Top 5

Coming into tonight's episode, we have just a month left of this season and at the end of this journey, a new Idol will be crowned. I hate to be so negative, but I just have no enthusiasm for the finale this year. I don't know if it's because of the lackluster talent or the predictability of this season (not that I've been picking correctly in who goes home each week), but something is totally missing. I miss season seven and eight! Anyway, let's try and make the most of season nine and enjoy as much of it as we possibly can. This week the contestants perform songs from one of the legends himself, Frank Sinatra. And what a great mentor the contestants have this week in Harry Connick Jr. He's even helping to arrange the songs for them! What a cool guy. I hope this is a home run for all of the contestants this week.

Aaron Kelly - "Fly Me to the Moon" : Aaron has had his fair share of struggles as of late (however, last week was quite good for him, not surprisingly), and despite the criticism he gets from the judges, he's always positive and strives to improve. That's one thing you have to like about this high school student. As for tonight's performance, it was just okay for me. I wasn't jumping out of my seat because he didn't really do a whole lot vocally. I noticed a few pitchy notes and I thought the second half was better than the first. Sometimes when he stretches out a certain note, he goes off pitch. He has to continue working on his pitch problems, especially those in his upper register. He trended to strain a bit on some of those higher notes towards the end of the performance.

Casey James - "Blue Skies" : Casey has been molded into a decent lead singer in a cover band. However, there are times when he has shined on that big Idol stage - it seems to be during those performances where the tempo is softer and where he's able to show off his vocal talent. This week could work out very well for Casey if it's executed perfectly. However, it's executed horribly. It just goes extremely bad for Casey. He clearly shows that this is the wrong kind of music for him and he looks totally uncomfortable on stage. He tries moving to different points on stage but he looks so stiff. The singing is just way off; he's pitchy and his phrasing is horrible. Oh man, I had high hopes for Casey this week but it's just not working tonight. I'm afraid this may be the end for him.

Crystal Bowersox - "Summer Wind" : It'll be interesting to see how Crystal adapts to singing Sinatra songs tonight. What am I saying? She can sing anything! So far this season, she's stepped outside of her comfort level and have taken some pretty large risks, probably more so than any other contestant in season nine. So I am sure she can adapt quite well to performing a Sinatra song. And I must say she did a pretty good job tonight. I won't say it was her best and I am not completely comfortable hearing her perform these kinds of songs. However, she made it enjoyable to listen to and we got to see another side of the music machine that is Crystal Bowersox. I did think the beginning of the song was rather underwhelming compared to the last half of the song. Also, the band tended to drown out her singing towards the end. But vocally, it was quite good.

Michael Lynche - "The Way You Look Tonight" : Out of the five remaining contestants, I can definitely see Big Mike having the most success tonight. This is the type of music that he excels on. Maybe not so much the Sinatra-style of music, but more along the lines of a ballad. Those seem to be Mike's most memorable performances, when he's able to be vulnerable, emotional, and sing from the heart. And I must say, Mike was quite good tonight. Again, am I going to remember exactly what he sang tomorrow and how he sang it? Most likely, no. But so far tonight, he was far and away the best. Again, he sang the song with such emotion and you could feel his connection to the song. And yes, he still tends to be over dramatic on that stage, but that's just how he is. That's how he's able to remain comfortable on that stage and at least it's not completely awkward like Casey's stage presence.

Lee Dewyze - "That's Life" : First let me just say, nobody did "My Way" or "New York, New York"? That's rather surprising and a bit disappointing for me. Anyways, Lee is on tap with the pimp spot tonight. Let's see if he can close the show in a proper and memorable way. I've got to admit, I was a little worried with the way it started for me. I noticed a few off-pitch notes but Lee recovered quite nicely and made the song his own. Again, like a few of the other contestants, this is outside of Lee's comfort zone but he did a nice job of incorporating it into his style. Towards the end of the song he did get drowned out a bit by the band, but you could definitely tell it was Lee singing. He just continues to step it up week after week and after a couple of okay performances from Crystal the past two weeks, Lee is starting to inch his way ahead of her.

Top Five Performance Rankings:
1.) Lee Dewyze
2.) Michael Lynche
3.) Crystal Bowersox
4.) Aaron Kelly
5.) Casey James

Going Home: I think Casey's journey comes to an end after tomorrow. Last week he was in the bottom two, and that was after he delivered the best performance of that particular night! To me, that spells doom and gloom, especially after tonight's dismal performance. I think Aaron can be carried over one more week by the tween votes and Crystal is still a lock for the finale. As for Casey, I just think it's time.

Riding Lawn Mowers

My Dad and I picked up our "new" riding lawn mower from my Uncle's garage last night. It's not brand new, but it's probably the newest rider we've ever owned. Over the years, we've tried getting our hands on a riding lawn mower, but haven't had too much success. Back when I was really little, I remember my dad owning a rider, with the steering wheel right up front and the engine of the machine in the back. Unfortunately that's about all I remember of it. I recall my dad giving me a few rides on the contraption, but that's about it. I honestly don't ever remember what happened to it, but I'm thinking it simply broke down and was just too costly to repair. It did seem like a vintage mower with not a lot of hope left for it.

Fast forward approximately ten years when my dad and I was given an old relic to fix up from my Uncle. It was a Sears model - probably from the 1970's. It was pretty well beat up, but as long as we had all of the parts, we could make it work. We took it apart, grinded off all of the old rust and paint from the machine, re-assembled the riding lawn mower - now all we had to do is get it running. Only trouble is, we were missing the mower deck. For those unfamiliar with riding lawn mowers, the mower deck is what sits under the machine itself and does all of the cutting. Some mowers have two blades, others three that make up the mower deck. Well, I remember being assured from my Uncle that the mower deck was sitting around in his garage, somewhere. Well we found a mower deck, but it wasn't the right one. We never did find something compatible for that particular model, so we ended up scrapping that particular machine. Kind of tragic, considering all of the work we put into that machine.

Now, fast forward another five years. Ah yes, we basically repeat the story, only with a few details changed. Again, we received this old beat-up riding lawn mower from my Uncle. We actually had it running at first, but it was in desperate need of repair. I even remember the motor leaking oil. So we took the machine all apart and gave it a new look. I can't remember the make of this particular machine, but when we were finished giving it a makeover, we turned it into a John Deere designed riding lawn mower. At that stage in my life, I was collecting anything I could with John Deere on it. So I was pretty thrilled to be able to transform this rider into a John Deere. We even cut out a John Deere logo from a paper plate and used it as a stencil to paint it on the machine. It turned out really slick. We attached a new motor to it and had it running for awhile. But then we began experiencing constant trouble with it. The drive belts that connected the mower deck to the pulley on the motor kept slipping off. It began happening too frequently - and after being inspected by my uncle, it was determined we needed a new pulley. Well, how easy is it to find a pulley for such an old machine? Well, my uncle did find one. But we never did find out if it actually would've worked. This riding lawn mower either sat in the garage during the warm months or back in one of the sheds during the colder months. All it needed was this new pulley to be installed, but it never happened. Finally, my mom got so sick of seeing it just sitting there, she told my dad to get rid of it. And he finally did, dismantling all of our hard work. Today, the machine sits in the woods at my Uncle's property, rusting away.

Flash forward to late last year. I was with my dad while visiting my Uncle at his garage as we looked for stuff for my house (I was looking for any furniture items he could give me). In his garage sat a nice looking, 1990's style riding lawn mower. My uncle tells us it hadn't been ran all that often. And instead of giving us clunkers to try and fix up, he would let us have that particular machine, because it seemed like he had a bunch of modern-looking riding lawn mowers already! Needless to say, we were thrilled. My dad's not getting any younger and his lawn is quite hilly. So tonight, as the clouds roll in, I wonder if my dad is enjoying his first modern-looking riding lawn mower, the first he's ever owned. It's been a long time coming, believe me.